"To be loved is a privilege, that's what I was told/ A gem from my man LS, more precious than gold"--Jin, Thank You
I guess this quote should be credited to LS (Christopher Louie, one of Jin's friends and also a rapper, took a bullet for Jin fired by G-Kay, a jealous rival rapper, former Ghost Shadow, and one of my friend's cousins). But either way, it is a good and true quote. To be loved is a privilege. If one of the people breaks the trust or betrays the love, then the privilege is gone. Everyone wants to be loved. Am I loved? I am happy to say, although maybe I'm not the most popular person, my friends don't call me as much as I wish they did, and we don't hang out much, and I don't have a nice sweet girlfriend like I dream of, I am. Because, although my friends may be few, they are great. I'm lucky enough to have not one or two, but already three very close friends who I have known for years, and although we are scattered across Los Angeles and New York, we are still close. And I know that they never forgot about me, and I never forgot about them. And, I've been trying to return the favor, and love others. I try to take an interest in people, care about them, and do whatever I can whenever I can to help. I won't lie, I want everything in return, but I'm used to getting nothing, so if that happens I won't be too bothered. But, it's hard when you try to talk to somebody and they just push you away. Tell you nothing. However, I will always remember and cherish my closest friends, ones that have returned the favor and trusted me, given me their sincerest friendship. You know who you are.
If anyone ever wants to just talk, about anything at all, I will still be here. Trust me, I won't laugh at you or tell anybody your secrets. It doesn't matter if I like you or not. Although, if I don't like you and you try to talk to me and I call you a faggot or something at first, please forgive me.
Anyway. yeah. Thanks to everyone who loves me. And welcome to anyone who wants my friendship. One love.
...God, that was a really gay post.
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